i havent been tweeting about CRUSH these past few weeks. ive been dying to fight the urge of tweeting about you crush. but alhamdulillah i manage to do it. i was trying very hard to treat you just like a friend so it doesnt look so obvious that i have a crush on you. i didnt want you to terasa with my tweet even thought it was about you. i mean. i didnt want you to know that it was about you then you'll ignore me. i was happy when you treated me like a good friend of yours. and i wish i could be one. cuhs i know that theres no fucking way that you would feel the same way as what i felt about you. so a good friend would do. i felt extremely happy when you joke around with me. i feel the bond between us. even as 'just friend' kind of bond. so dear crush. i hope we could be friends. a really good friend. and i hope you wont ignore me. or acting cold. cuhs you dont have any idea how much that hurts me :')